Logic.

I haven't really felt the need to rite anything here for a while, this must be a good sign. Things having been going really well lately, with my family,friends and work all coming together very nicely.
I have also cut down on my in take of alcohol which i feel has help my sanity for the better. i still have moments when i can sit here and get upset about things and miss him still. I found out just over two weeks ago that i would be moving offices for my new job. This really scared me, the fac that i don't adjust to change to very well doesnt help matters. That evening i got myself all worked up over it and really needed him. Just for the pure fact that we was always the same when it came to any sort of change and i new he would understand what i was going through.
My logic to life now is onwards and upwards. This is in realtion to friendship,love,work and my image. I have cut all the crap out of my life and the telling time will soon be here.I refuse to let anything or anyone ruin this for me and will ignore and avoid any situation that my cause me upset to the extreme.
As for the image change i mentioned last time i am now over a stone down on my quest to be skinny and my will power is provong stronger than ever before, although i do gt times when i;m a bit down about it because i'm preactically starving myself.

So for now i am happy.

I wont leave it so long next time
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