Wow.

I took a chance and put myself on the line and its all working out pretty nicely...
I found someone i like and who likes me which is dead cool and i'm kinda excited for what ever happens next..
yeahh i'm such a girl!
x

A Safe Place...

would be my own company, which i have learnt to endure over the past weeks. But then what happens? One week of going back to the drunken mess i am and i'm left with the label: A Regret.
Its really funny how things turn around, i opened up to someone about my feelings towards them, maybe i did this too soon before i really had time to think about where this could go. Well its going nowhere, full stop. I will always live in a world where i am drawn to an indecisive situation, people dont like to put themseleves on the line for me. Which makes me question if anyone will ever think i'm worthy enough to share some part of their life??
I like to think that i am different to every other girl, yeah i can be one of the guys and majority of my closest friends are guys, but as much as i try and use their give a shit attitude to relationships, my emotions will always be determined being a female, needy, wondering, tears and everything that comes with it. But i wouldnt change this for the world, because this shows we care and now i just have to hope that someone will care for me...
Another learning curve down..how many more to go???