Been a while since i've looked at this blog, which now makes me realise how bitter and insecure i was just under a month ago. I can't really put into words what has changed in my life in such a short period of time, this could be because i'm scared about how happy i am at the moment and know a change is literally just around the corner.
I've decided to change the way i use this blog i ant to use it for inspiration and guidance, not some muddle journal that brings back unwanted memories and unanswered questions.
I need a new job, a career this time i think i'm ready, i need to be ready or i'm going to be standing still whilist everyone is out there living. I need to do some research over the next few months, my aim is just after christmas to have my idea planned out, whether that be career wise, travelling or moving out, or all the above could make everything quite perfect.
Theres something i wouldnt change for the world right now and thats a strong friendship i have gained. Lets hope nothing too drastic will alter this, but i'm always prepared for the worst. Genreal friendships have been pretty average lately, with maybe two people drifting who i never really saw as a priority, of course i care but i have to tell myself its there lost in the long run, which really isnt worth me fighting for.
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