I think its been a while since i last put any thoughts down on here, but i would rather not read my last post, if i recall i was in my state of emotional self destruction which i love to indulge in every once in while...
anyway its all about not looking back now, moving forward.
For the last three years i have been going out constantly looking to find something, i dont think i will ever know what that someone or something was, but i'm pretty sure i didnt find it, got a bit lost along the way, but i sure had a good time. For the last few weeks i have taken a big step back, and realised that standing still can be just as fun if your patient. I'm living life for me at the moment, i hope people can see that i need to do this for myself and i'm not cutting them out. I have learnt alot, seen alot and generally educated myself in what i have been striving to achieve.
I'm happy to see what comes my way, because lets face it everything else has happened when i've least expected it and you never know whats just round the corner..........
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