Thursday, 2 July 2009

challenge

work this week has become a bigger challenege than anticipated, i know i still have a lot to learn, but i'm not good with the process when it comes to having to be trained and learn alot of new things.
I wonder if the pressure is too much for me to take, the workload and the indepth queries and i really am beginning to wonder if i am cut of this and if in the long run it will make me happy enough to be passionate about what i do.
I really need to rememeber the great prospects this career could really bring my way.
For now i will carry on this fight and try not to come close to tears as i did earlier this week.
On another note tommorow night could bring drama that could be avoided, the plan is to assess the situation and keep my mouth shut, as my protective streak could come to breaking point.
I have to remember i really am better than that and to walk away.
x

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